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Animal
02:11
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Disconnect from reality
Exhaustion overwhelms me
The fire inside is going out
I need some stimulation
I am an animal
With instincts to explore
Give me what you can
I will beg for more
Sometimes it's not enough
I know what I need
Sometimes it's not enough
Become my reverie
Sometimes it's not enough
Chaos in my mind
Sometimes it's not enough
Death's not hard to find
Catalyst, ignite me
Numb my brain, ignore my fucking pain
Illusion, lie to me
Falsify my fantasy
I am an animal
With instincts to explore
Give me what you can
I will beg for more
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2. |
Exfiltrate
02:01
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3. |
Cope
02:41
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War from within (2x's)
Finding balance on a weighted scale
But nothing is absolute
Am I healed or am I removed
I'm only soothing the wound
I'm wrong again, stuck in my head
My mental state makes me wish I was dead
On and on and on, like a carousel
On and on and on, my inner Hell
I take it daily, slowly safely
Watching everything so I don't fucking hate me
I take a hit to know I'm alive
Find something enticing so I don't feel dead inside
I don't have the answers, temporary remedies
Am I screaming clearly? Do you understand me?
Every fucking moment, I feel it slip away
There's a void inside me growing every day
Finding balance on a weighted scale
But nothing is absolute
Am I healed or am I removed?
I'm only soothing the wound
War from within (2x's)
Cope and distract
Refuse to rebuild (2x's)
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4. |
Hammer and Nails
02:25
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Change my perception, tactical deception
Have your way at my expense
Hide behind your false pretense
Maintain perspective, stay disconnected
Have your way at my expense
Lie your way to innocence
Fit the agenda, its propaganda
Your lack of empathy astounds me
Always pursuing, you’re fucking grooming
Do what it takes, nothing can stop you
No consequence
Cheat
Steal
Lie
Fuck
Change my perception, tactical deception
Have your way at my expense
Hide behind your false pretense
Maintain perspective, stay disconnected
Manipulator
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5. |
Pawn
01:54
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No
I don't think I'm good enough
Sometimes I look into your eyes and wonder what you see
Sometimes I question why someone would be so good to me
Upon my reflection, I feel disdain
Upon recollection, I see your pain
Learn from your mistakes
I’m finding a better me
Practicing clemency
Relearning how to be
Trying to be happy
I follow you (4x’s)
To the grave
I can feel your bombs
Crashing over me
Fear
My necessity
Break me down (2x's)
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6. |
The End
02:28
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All because I was insecure
I’ve betrayed the one I loved
Mistakes I can’t forgive myself for
A gift I can’t refund
Nothing feels as hollow as a loose wedding ring
A pill I had to swallow, silence screams everything
I know I was profane, ruminating my defect
My dogma I constrain, suffering I project
Until words manifest, until actions bleed
Until I can suggest my unspoken creed
You are not as smart as you say
Do what you can to get your way
Words fuel your flame
I'll watch you burn
Watch you burn
Watch you burn
I’ll watch you
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